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Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Wrapped in Love

I was branded from the beginning – a name I couldn’t read, but which made me hers.  I was created for her by her parents, to wrap around her and make her feel safe and secure when the arms of her parents couldn’t be there.

Her tiny fingers found my strings and twisted them endlessly, my soft backing held to her face in that twilight time just before sleep overcame perpetual motion.  I soon ventured beyond the bedroom and into the backyard, the front yard, the car.

I became her constant companion.  I covered her as she suffered through the chicken pox.  I wrapped around her to keep her warm at swim meets.  I soaked up her tears in the night when the world didn’t play fair.

In moments of anxiety, boredom, fear, sorrow, her fingers found my strings and twisted them tighter and tighter.  The loose strings transformed into balls of yarn that were teased straight only to be twisted again.

The wear and tear of love took its toll.  My fabric thinned.  My strings loosened, and some went missing.  Eventually, small rips and tears appeared…ragged testament to her love and dependence.  Despite my obvious shortcomings and defects, her love never wavered and neither did mine.

In the natural course of things, the time came for her to leave home and strike out on her own.  I was old, and fragile—too fragile.  After being at her side for every journey, I could not accompany her on this one.  Her room was suddenly empty and silent, and I was packed away.

I waited.

When I saw light again, she was different.  Older, more worn.  The child I’d known had children of her own.  I was unpacked, but not to take up my former position.  I have become a treasure, a keepsake.  Still loved, but with a more gentle and careful affection.  I am with her again.  I am home.

This post is a response to a prompt from Write On Edge:  This week, tell a piece of your story from the point of view of an object who bore witness.

I've written about my blankie - a large, tied quilt my parents made for me as a baby.  The blankets were something of a family tradition--my sister and I both had one, and most (if not all) of the babies born in our family had one.  Childhood designs had been drawn onto them, along with our names, making them ours.  I never went anywhere without mine - swim meets, family vacations, the playground--and it showed.

What followed you through childhood?  Do you still have it? 


  1. Love it! Interestingly enough, I wrote about the same phenomenon - how there are pieces of you childhood that witness so much... only to get packed away. But they always have a home in our hearts. Very relate-able and a great read!

    1. Thanks Barbara - of all the things my parents kept from my childhood, my blanket is the one thing that I think it would break my heart to lose.

  2. I loved this. My favorite line: "soaked up her tears when the world didn't play fair." It made me think of my daughters blankets, I'm sure they all have a lot to say about her.

  3. Thank you Lindy! My blanket knows all of my secrets - what made me happy, what made me cry, what made me muffle my screams in its fabric.

    1. There was a lot of screaming...I had a rotten temper growing up, and took EVERYTHING personally LOL

  4. I hung on to my son's blanket. Your line about twisting the strings around her fingers reminded me of how he would take the silk edge and rub it against his cheek. Oh, now I'm going to cry from thinking of those memories. Amazing how we can hold on to such simple treasures. Love the object and how you wrote about it. Thanks for sharing.

  5. Thank you! My sister's blanket had a corner that had been rubbed until it was shiny. I didn't concentrate on one spot - I tugged and twisted on whatever string was at hand - and to this day I do the same thing to the tied quilts we have now.

  6. Oh, I love this. It's the Velveteen Blanket.

    I think we all can relate, but the personification was spot-on. Loved the part about holding her through the chicken pox and wrapping her up to keep her warm at swim meets. My favorite line, though, is "I was created for her by her parents, to wrap around her and make her feel safe and secure when the arms of her parents couldn’t be there."


  7. This reminds me so much of a blanket that I had when I was little. I took the thing EVERYWHERE. When I remember it now, I can nearly feel its softness. This brought me back to the comfort and love it brought me. Thanks for that. Beautifully written.